Differin Update 6

End of Differin Week 8

Sigh, to think things are getting better. It's not. I have breakouts on my undereye area. And it's pissing me off. I thought before that it was my dirty tools. But it is not. I've washed my tools but the pimples kept coming in. And the last week.. we are talking about huge pustules not just pimples. It was horrible. :(

And don't even get me started on my forehead. Although no pustules, there's alot of CCs and tiny pimples. Sigh. 4 more weeks to end of Differin course and I still see no sign of steady improving progress. I've heard of people mentioning that their breakout comes in a cycle during their 12 weeks Differin course. I'm hoping it's that. Because I'm really getting pimples at areas that usually do not break out. If it sin't a cycle, then I have a huge feeling that it might be my moisturizer? It breaks my heart because it is always a moisturizer that causes my breakouts. And moisturizer being the most important in a routine, I feel that i always find a good one that is packed with good ingredients. My Cerave is non-comedogenic, fills with hylarounics and even contains niacinamide! Other than that there might be a possibility that my cleansing balm might also be the course of it. (hard to explain because I need to backtrack like 4 months prior..)

I really wanna cry because I really think things are getting better. But it's not.

I'm seeing my dermatologist next week. So that's the only thing I'm looking forward to. And I'll definitely be talking about laser options. My skin scarring is really the worst. :( Just to keep you in the loop, my work does not allow me to use make up. So that's really disheartening. sighhh...

This nightmare just keeps giving ain't it.