End of Week 5 Differin
So I think i kinda jinx myself last week. Because whatever I said in my last post, when down the drain. Yups it wasn't the pattern that I had wished it was. In fact my left cheek was angry and it burst to a million pimples. When I wore make up the bumps protrude more and it's as if my cheeks looks like barnacles in the sea. :( my right side grew like one or two new pimples too.
And the thing about healing fast. Guess what. I haven't had any pimples that grew last week turned into pustules. Very upset. Very very upset. Because there is no way I can hollocoid plaster that shit up. So yup I'm still getting bumpy face. And this Saturday I have to attend a birthday party. I really hope everything will stop swelling and go down. I'm not hoping for clear skin by this sat because I know it's clearly impossible. I just hope no new pimples and old pimples go down.
And lastly I keep comparing myself to others who had gone through this course of medication. And I keep telling and asking why aren't my results the same. Why is it at week 4 people stop purging. Why am I not? That sort of thing. I fail to forget that every person skin is different. And in every case, YMMVV.
I'm sorry. Things has been really hard lately. I hope for a better February :(
ETA: I'm actually thinking that because I have stopped doxy and that is why my skin is behaving this way. That is what I'm afraid of. Hope it's not though. Because I don't want to be dependent on medications. If topical creams that I have to live with, it's fine. But not medications and popping pills for a lifetime.
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